Jeff

Update

2001-11-21T18:54:20Z

My last up-date was Sept. 15, so i figured its time for another update. Nov. 15 was Katie and my 2 month anni. Our relationship is totally solid and all that I could ask for. I got my wisdom teeth wanked on Tuesday, so thats probably why I am updating this. Umm...my hockey is 0-9 league, 3-0-1 for nonleague, my coaches are finally going to put me on offense, so I'm excited. Homecoming is tonight, I'm trying to get my parents to let me go. Not very successful. Ummm otherwise my life is going well, very well.

Happy

2001-09-16T02:34:39Z

Hey everybody-
I hate to say this at such a time, but I'm happy. Incredibly happy. Things in life, for the most part, are going so well. I'm choosing to ingore my family life, for the best, and focus on everything else. My job is going well, with my new raise and being named employee of the quarter. I made Varsity hockey. I have a new girl-friend, the beautiful Katie Howarth. My best friend in the world and I are best firned again. Things are going well. I did, although, lose a very close family friend on the 2nd plane that crashed into the world trade center, but the memories we made and have are the important things to remember. I will honor him, in my own way, the way that seems to fit him best to me. Life this summer had taking me down a spiraling rocky road, that I seemed to slip on and tumble down. But now, after my pyschological and physical battle with myself and my journey back up that road, i have a relatively smooth, care, level path to walk on. I've helped friends through their problems, given my ear to who wants to use it.

My only advice to who wants it is this:
don't bottle your emotions. Talk and get things resolved. or confide in someone you trust. You can always come to me if you'd like. What you say to me stays between you and me.

Jeff

Update

2001-09-11T02:47:04Z

Just saying HI! to update my journal, which I haven't done in awhile. I'll make a real entry, this weekend. :)

Overall Update

2001-09-03T19:14:07Z

Hey everyone,
Its been like 6 weeks since I updated my livejournal so I figured that it was about time. One day before school starts. I think I'm a little too excited. Hockey try-outs have been going on for a while. I feel confident in that. A whole new freshman crop has come in. Most of them are small. Band camp is over. Can't say I'm overly dissappointed. I have a new interest in my life. Me and Cava are brotha's again. At the moment life is great. It could go either way, but in a few weeks I bet that life will be even be better, and then come crashing down in a miserable spiral. But I wouldnt care. I got a raise at work (a whole quarter!) and then I was also named Employee of the Quarter (you know, every 3 months) and I've only been working there for 3 months. Life is peachy.

Revelations

2001-07-23T03:15:31Z

Hi,
I've been busy lately, talking to close friends about a couple of topics. One in specific was that of waiting for true love or moving on to the first piece of ass that comes along. My thoughts were focused on true love, but now, I'm experiencing things that I had only dreamed of. I always had moral objections about lust and concour, but my revelation comes to this... Can love and happiness come through primal lust? I mean you dont normally get with someone unless you have some lust, but then you get the know them, and then the lust gets mixed in with personality and stuff like that. But pure lust, not supermodel lust or actress lust, can something come out of that, or just fuck and move on?

New

2001-07-16T01:34:26Z

Hi everybody,
This is my first journal. Trying this site out and all, it seems pretty kewl.
Jeff